About

My childhood is a blur to me, I was calm, slow paced and confused by the ugliness all around. As early on as I can remember I closed up to the rest of the world for fear of attack, this stemmed from a very polar upbringing; good and bad, and the never relenting abuse I found each and every school year. Early adulthood brought more of the same in the work place and in relationships, however, I also got reconnected with my spirituality that in retrospect got me farther than I realized without giving up or giving in to weakness.

 

One day, finally, it all happened, I had a child on the way, spirituality on my mind and a busy work schedule where I continually found myself in night class, looking, hoping to find that all sought out and ever envied 'better place'. I found myself too busy for myself and these words and stories just flooded my mind, I felt inspired and hopeless at the same time and there, in philosophy and phycology class I started writing during lecture.​